whining

I feel like crap. I'm ill.
My boy came back after a week off at some training course he spent mostly partying around and not thinking about me to at least call. I missed him soooo much. And now he is off again, gone out to have some beers with his friends and left me all alone while he knows I feel so badly. I wanted to be cuddled and cared for and he's supposed to bring me tea and hold me and stuff - but no, he has to go out and drink his ass off. I know I'm whining and all but I can't stop. I'm ill with fever and everything. *cries*