GRRR... cold.

It's nearly 7 am, I wasn't asleep. Nope.

Was surfing the web..
Got Semagic to give it another try. We'll see how that'll work out.
Got a PayPal account so I can pay for a lj paid account should I have the money.
Had to stop smoking yesterday, no money to get cigarettes.. well, at least it's not long til the first of the next month.

Oh and I joined dantes_tour_bus and had a wonderful time reading rubywisp twincest. And it sounds more perverted than it is - both of it. lol.

Does actually anyone get my twisted sense of humor. It's weird, as I never had a real conversation with a native English person I don't have such a good idea of how people react to what I might/might not say very bluntly or not, or maybe it's just me and no cigs and pre-sunrise-cold and yeah, yeah, gonna stop.


This I have found in snowpuppies' lj:

( Kittens )

(no subject)

Hey,

hm. Another weekend is over and I did nothing of what I had to do.

It's like four weeks til I have to go to G again and my mom! will look after my cats, means, she'll come into my apartment - when I am not there.
And btw, we hate each other. Thing is, I should use the weekends now to clean up, really clean up with throwing away things and so on. But hell, why should I, when it's much more fun to sit in front of my puter and play TheSims with a Buffy Neighbourhood.

Yeah, I really did that. Played TheSims with a Buffy neighbourhood where the people look nothing like the real characters but they have their names, and it's so cute when two men flirt there, well, actually it's pretty discriminating as it's one and the same kiss-motion and it's basically a man/woman romantically bow over kiss. Would break a man's spine, I guess. So, it's good they are not real, right? Yeah.. I think I am not so far from losing my mind completely.

Oh for those who are interessted... metaforgirl has finished "Apocalypse Laterish".
No, I haven't read it yet, just the mails from Nummytreats and Xanderslash are coming in this moment.

I still don't know how I shall survive the whole week without internet and that for a whole year! Grrr. My life sucks. Big time because of other reasons than just losing the internet on weekdays, it's just the last bit that makes life good for me, internet, fanfic, email, lj... and it's taken away from me, too. *hangs head*

( Are you the one killing me in the future? )