Frustration

[druffine]

So what if I am frustrated, huh?

Does anybody care? *shrugs*



All weekend I spent my time in front of the puter. A lot of that time was wasted with staring on word.docs with my fics on it but I couldn't bring myself to add anything to them. Everytime I had a sentence in my head and I set my fingers on the keyboard... wheeeee... and the sentence was gone. Yeah.
Plotbunnies popped in my head and fought with me and with each other and nothing was left to write down. Brilliant writer I am, huh?

I had only one thing to do this weekend. I had to write some kind of essay about the innovation of a law for work. Tomorrow before lunch is the dead line. And did I do it? Of course not. Spent my time reading and starring at word.docs with bloody fics that won't pay my bills.

Also I wanted to do a tidy up of my apartment. Well, I did tidy the living room. But that all of it. Rest still looks the same. And I really hate it and me for my lazy butt. Two f*cking days off and nothing could be accomplished. Yay for me.

It's 1 am and I have to get up early tomorrow and I know I have to go to bed now or I will oversleep tomorrow and feel even more crappy but of course I can't bring myself to go coz I feel I still have to do all the stuff I didn't do on the weekend.
Grrr.

There are days you lose and days when the others win. Today's one of these days. I feel bloody frustrated.

And yes I know my English is crappy too. Fitting, isn't it?

Comments

[druffine.livejournal.com]

Thanks for your comment.
I was really down yesterday. I'm not a lot better today but at least the deadline for my essay was set to Wednesday. So I still have time to finish it which I do in about an hour or so.

Thanks for complimenting my English and the *hug*, really need that from time to time.

*hugs back*