I need a rec or link to a Spike/Dawn story now. It should be long (at least longer than a single page) and it must feed me - means it needs some plot - even if the plot is only Dawn falls in love with Spike and tries to get him and he tries to resist but then can't anymore - I don't care. I need a Spike/Dawn fic. I am searching like mad and can't find one that does not start with her being tied up by Spike! I need some story around it. And it would be great when it's not a furture fic. Spike/Dawn is so interessting because it is forbidden. And that has nothing to do with childmolesting or some such stuff. I mean hello Buffy = 15 in the first season where she does several things with several people in several fics posted everywhere.
So somebody help me please, to scratch that particular itch instantly before I start writing a Spike/Dawn fic. *rollseyes* I really don't want to.